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Sunday, November 8, 2009

You Don't Know Me - Ben Folds feat. Regina Spektor.

I wanna ask you
Do you ever sit and wonder,
It's so strange
That we could be together for
So long, and never know, never care
What goes on in the other one's head?

Things I've felt but I've never said
You said things that I never said
So I'll say something that I should have said long ago:

(You don't know me)
You don't know me at all
(You don't know me)
You don't know me at all (at all)

You could have just propped me up on the table like a mannequin
Or a cardboard stand-up and paint me (paint me anything)
Any face that you wanted me
To be seen.
We're
Damned by the existential moment where
We saw the couple in the coma and
It was we were the cliché,
But we carried on anyway.

So, sure, I could just close my eyes.
Yeah, sure, trace and memorize,
But can you go back once you know

(You don't know me)
You don't know me at all
(You don't know me)
You don't know me at all (at all)

(You don't know me)
You don't know me at all
(You don't know me)
You don't know me

If I'm the person that you think I am (Ah ah ahh)
Clueless chump you seem to think I am (Ah ah ahhh)
So easily led astray,
An errant dog who occasionally escapes and needs a shorter leash, then
Why the fuck would you want me back?!

Maybe it's because

(You don't know me at all)

Ahhh ah
Ahhh ah

(You don't know me,
you don't know me.)

Ahhh ah
Ahhh ah

So, what I'm trying to say is
What (What?)
I'm trying to tell you
It's not gonna come out like I wanna say it cause I know you'll only change it.
(Say it.)

(You don't know me)
You don't know me at all
(You don't know me)
You don't know me at all (at all)

(You don't know me)
You don't know me at all
(You don't know me)
You don't know me at all (at all)

What?

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

BL - Starbucks k4#029 Days - 007.

Randoms~!

Suraya and I.

Hadey and Widdy [Widya].

Kenny.

Jason.

us~

ai like fern's stripes top here. :]

Alvin.

Off shift :D widdy~

actually... I kind of like this shaved look on me. :D

Raja.

Vani.

the psychos' girls! :D~

lovely customers~

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

BL - Starbucks k4#029 Days - 006.

Ammar's birthday! :D 2007.

We thrown him a surprise party after his shift.

tengah buat kerja ni...

teehee~!

Happy and suprised!

Chin bought this cake from Chef Jerome in KL. Super expensive but super worth it because it's soooo good!!! :D yummy! yummy! yummy!

The Bosses~ Jason and Ammar.

taking a break after the suprise haha!

"aiya.. how la."

Delly, Ammar, Raja.

Delly and I.

Fern and I.

The SS* and the Boss.

Fern, BossAmmar and I.

I heart this pic!

Gift~!

heh heh~!

Kenny.

this one random shot :p something I saw and like on my acquaintance's bday catering.

Monday, October 26, 2009

BL - Gathering.

Summer 2006? I couldn't recall the date anymore, but everyone was pretty fresh out of high school. We all definitely look better now.

Waiting for everyone at sbux first~

Ai Ping, Hui Zhi.

Qing Huang, Ivan.

I don't know...

Girls~!

and comes Jeannie and Kenji.

Ai Ping, Ivan, Qing Huang, Hui Zhi, Jeannie, Sheh Chin, Kenji.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Memories of a night scenery.

As I was organizing the photos to post, my mind brings me back to a moment last year.

My cousin and I were lost at Rotterdam; but I'd say, it's the most beautiful mistake ever. Neither of us have camera in our bags but my mind kept on taking in as she was driving and looking for the way out.

We were on our way to the spa, which we have no idea where it is; very suburban/country place.

So on one of the wrong turns, we went into what I think is a field for crops. On an 8 o’clock winter night, it is darker in the country as there’s very minimum light pollution. Under the dim moon light, I saw a few sheep munching their midnight snacks. The night scenery stretches out under the starlight with very few clouds.

Words cannot describe how I feel about this image that I have seen and is vividly reviving in my mind now.

Then we came into this really small road and stopped in front of a small house. The road is REALLY small, I feel the need to emphasize this because both side of the road were water channels for the crop; and she can only make the U-turn on of those really small bridges as well. Kind of scary in a way.

After the turn, I continue to admire this countryside scene. It was serene. The little house was decorated in orange-yellow Christmas light and sheep were around the crop… just freely enjoying the night.

That moment is so beautiful. That moment reminds me of much of life, of all the presence that I want to take in in me.

It was spiritual refreshing. And still is as I recall it now. :]